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  • Listening to: A heavy breathing Xbox 360
  • Drinking: Coffee
So in order to get my mind off of everything, and to try and satisfy my drawing craving, I will take requests from the first five people to comment on this, one per person.

My gallery is here:…

It will be like the digital works I've been posting lately.

It may take me a while to do them because I have limited Internet access. In a way, I'm testing out how I would do when I have multiple pieces I need to get done.

Things I absolutely won't do:
:rage: Child porn/ minors in sexual positions
:rage: Hate art of any sort
There may be others for that list, but those seemed most important.

If its too racy for dA, which I'm willing to draw, then it'll get posted to my FA account, and I will link you to it.

Alright people, I await patiently for you all.

1) :iconother1here: ~~Done!…
2) :iconnyro1:
3) :iconjhalysz:
4) :iconshadowrave1:
5) *open*
  • Listening to: Hellsing
  • Drinking: Coffee
I really wish that deviantart had a way to submit art from a mobile device. I've been drawing on my iPad and I can't upload it from my iPad. I know, I could always put it on my computer, then up load it, but my iPad doesn't like my computer or vice versa. They don't really recognize eachother. It's sucks. And I don't think dA is going to try that anytime soon, cause they're douchebags.
  • Listening to: Hellsing
  • Drinking: Coffee
1.Why did you join DeviantART?
For one, a friend told me to (I think) and because I wanted to fav art. But then I started to post my own art, so yeah.

2.What does your username have to do with you?
Ray was the nick name I gave my alterego, and I love anime.

3.What is your current avatar of?
My cat self lick the computer screen.

4.How many watchers do you have, and how many do you watch?
I have 27 watchers, and I watch 76 people, though I do need to go through them and maybe unwatch some.

5.Do you have more than one account?
No, but I was thinking of getting another, but that's too much trouble...

6.Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
:iconinuyashatoysrule: I love her style and attention to detail. She is also very nice. She hasn't been on I a while that I've seen though...

:icondanerboots: I love the way she colors.

:iconhumon: I lover her comics, and her witty humor.

7.What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
Pretty much the same as the above, with these reasons;
ITR: she is so kindhearted and so well mannered that it's almost hard to believe.

DB: she is kind, but will tell you how it is. She is honest, and if you don't get it the first time, she will just flat out tell you what you need to know.

H: it's almost like she doesn't want to step on anyone's toes, but if it ends up happening, well they're your toes, you should have kept an eye on them. She seems content in her own corner, and doesn't need your approval.

8.How many deviants do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.
My iPad is being a fish, so I can't get that info right now...

9.Do you comment, fave, or both?
Err, I do both, sometimes at the same time. But sometimes I just fav and run, because I usually have nothing of value to say.

10.What do you typically post on deviantart?
...Art...? It use to be traditional, but now with my iPad I can do digital.

11.Do you participate in clubs or contests here on DA?
I am in one club, Llama-4-Llama, and I did one contest.

12.What is your most popular deviation?
For some reason it's this piece of shit:… it's so infuriating because it looks like shit because, a) it's old, and b) the scanner fucked it up...I have so much better looking art people, use your eyes...

13.What's your favorite submission in your gallery?
This thing:… was so hard to wait, I just fucking love it because the way I colored it 'n stuff....I think I looks baddass. So there.

14.What are the things you wish you could draw better?
Backgrounds, men, animals....humans, monsters.....everything, just everything.

15.Do you have Premium Membership?
Nope, and I'm not on enough to actually put it to use if I did have one.

16.How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
all day if I could.

17.Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
It depends on what I'm typing with, on the computer, I'm pretty fast, on the iPad I'm ok.

18.What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
Nothing, no one ever asks me anything ;_;

19.What is the most annoying/offending comment you've received?
Well the only comments I get are the "thanks for the fav" sort, so none really....that I remember...

20.What/who inspires you?
Sometimes the anime/movies I watch, or the manga/books I read. The random art I find. Everyday life sometimes.

21.Do you use guidelines when you draw?
Like, the basic 'here's the face, and there's where the body goes, and eyes should go here' type of guidelines, or 'I would never draw ------- or -------- because of ---------' type of guidelines? Because I use both, the first to help me draw and the second to dictate what I'm gonna draw.

22.Do you associate people on DeviantART with their icons?
Sometimes. For the most part.

23.Have you ever suggested a Daily Deviation?

24.Everyone has considered leaving DA once or twice. Have you? Why?
Nope, I like it here.
  • Listening to: Cars outside
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: RockStar Punched
Since I have basically nothing else to do, I'm going to try my hand at this 100 theme challenge that I've seen going around. There's also one for writers, just so people know, but mine will be for art...which could probably also be used for wtiters. Anyway here's the list that I'm going off of:

1. Introduction 
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement 
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

I'm guessing there is no other criteria for this, so I'm going to use my oc Cerberus, who is from the story 'continuation' of Alice in Wonderland which I made up, and have not really written yet. So there.
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  • Watching: Boarder Lands
  • Eating: Gram Crackers
  • Drinking: Milk
1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page.

2) Tell you a color you remind me of.

3) Tell you Element I think you belong to (e.g. water, fire, air, etc.).

4) Tell you what comic, manga/anime, or video game character you remind me of.

5) Ask you a question, and you must answer.

6) Tell you something I like about you.

7) Give you a nickname.

8) Tell you the object that is to the left of me.

9) Tell you what food/ flavor/smell you remind me of

10) Tell you to do one in your journal too. (only if you want toooooo)

So comment away! :D
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OCs.
3. Tag five people to do this meme~!

I use: Cerbrus

1. What is your name?
Cerberus! What's yours?

2. Do you know why you were named that?
uhh, I uhh, gave it to myself...(fine don't answer my question, rude ass 3: )

3. Are you single or taken?
Single...*zones out for a second*

4. Have any abilities or powers?
I can bring life to anything that I've sown together...such as Derik there.

5. Stop being a Mary-sue!
Well, fine! (wholly fuck! Such a rude ass!) I'll have you know I was named Mary for 1 day and Sue for almost 3! Only because no one wanted to call me David!

6. What's your eye color?
Uhh...maybe egg white or one can tell, or will tell me...well actually it never comes I don't really care. :shrug:

7. How about hair color?
Dark brown and dark red :3

8. Have any family members?
The white rabbit ^_^

9. Oh? How about pets?
Well since Derik is far too "dangerous" to be around anyone else but me, I've had to take him in. I couldn't stand to think of him being put down ;^;

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
The thought of Alex in danger :horror:

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Hanging out with Alex, and sowing :heart:

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in anyway before?
Well only because I had to, to protect Alex and her friends.

13. Ever... killed anyone before?
Only when they've proved that they will not stop in their evil actions.

14. What kind of animal are you?
Well I'm more like a monster/creature...thingie...I'm a doll rabbit thing...............ssssssooooooooo rabbit?

15. Name your worst habits?
Well for a while there it was to change me name very frequently. One habit that's stuck is to sleep in the "nude" no matter where I am at or who I am with.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Well my dad DUUHHHHH!!!!

17. Gay, straight, or bisexual?
I only have eyes for Alex, so none of them!

18. Do you go to school?
My dad taught me anything and everything I'll ever need to not really. Still learning everyday though, so the world is my school! *dork...*

19. Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
Yes!! The day that Alex accepts my proposal is when we will start!!! *author note: Alex is a girl. Any babies that they have will either be made by Cerberus or Alex will get preggers by someone that they both trust.*

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?

21. What are you most afraid of?

22. What do you usually wear?
My shorts and that little bra thingie. Everything else you think I'm 'wearing' is actually sown onto my body. The socks, the fishnet around my shoulders and arms, the belt all apart of my body.

25. Well, it's still not over!
Fuck! Stop yelling at me!!

26. What class are you? (low class, middle class, high class)
>:*[ Does it really matter?

27. How many friends do you have?
Had no idea I was aposta count them and keep track...

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
Meh, it's good.

30. Favorite drink?

31. What's your favorite place?
Anywhere that Alex is at :heart:

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
........I refuse to answer that........

33. If you're a girl, what's your cup size? If you're a guy, how big are you?
Is huge a valid answer?

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
I.....I don't like swimming, makes me all soggy and heavy...

35. What's your type?
Blood...? Cotton I think....never need a transfusion so I don't know...don't thing it matters though....

36. Any fetishes?
Whatever Alex is into...:blushes:

37. Seme or uke?
Same as above

38. Camping or indoors?
Same as above

39. Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
There is no 39

40. Well, it's over! Now tag five people!
Same with 40
Hey, uhh that long journal was bugging I'm replacing it with this one...

How are you doing? :3 I'm alive. Looking for a job and such. Uhh...well, ok, i guess that's, I'll catch y'all later. :) have a good day! ^u^
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So if you don't feel like reading a rant, or suffering through grammer mistakes or stupid spelling mistakes, just stop yourself now.

Stupid ass sterio types are fucking stupid...

[x] you love hoodies (a lot of girls will wear hoodies to keep warm, and when they are feeling depressed/fat/whatever)

[x] you love jeans (how does that mean you're "boy-ish"? plenty of girls will wear jeans...espically skinny jeans, cause they think it'll make their ass look hot...)

[x] dogs are better than cats (....what the fuck are tiny little dogs then...yea they look like little rats, but the fact remains, they are in the dog family...besides, I like dog and cats and snakes and other animals so whatever.)

[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall (there will be plenty of girly girls who will laugh at someone who falls and gets hurt...they're mostly likely labeled the "mean" or "bitchy" girl but they still do it.)

[X] you've played with/against boys on a team (it's called SCHOOL dumb fucks, at some point you will be in guy class and they will put boys on your team or on the team against you...unless you've been homeschooled or went to a all one gender school...then it's different...and obviously does not apply to you.)

[X] shopping is torture (Sports shop, gun shop, gamers shop and/or any other store that will cater to men's taste. Put a man in a store that has his favourit item or whatever, it is not torture, but heaven.)

[X] sad movies are terrible (there will be girly girls who don't like sad movies, either because it reminds them of sad times, or will ruin their makeup.)

[X] you own an XBOX (Look at all the "girl gamers".....alot of the stupid ones who are outspoken about it will own a xbox just to try and get a guy...)

[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid (alot of little kids are pretty much genderless until they have these stupid ass stero types forced upon them. People will get gifts gender specific for little kids just to "help" mold the kids into those roles. it's fucking stupid. There is always an exception to every rule, and I do realize that.)

[x] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter (Who the fuck wouldn't!? They are like the most heroic of the law enforcement, who doesn't want to be a hero?!)

[x] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega (My sister has proved that the DS(i) is most powerful camwhore tool ever, you can take a picture, modify it, make a little movie of it, and post it anywhere ever. I lost my DS(i) to her because of it. Hundreds of pictures of her are on it now.)

[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers (...the female ranger made sure that little girls weren't left out...also, it's the same as firefighters...only on a stage...with rubber monsters instead of fire...[also, my dad swears that I loved PR, but I now hate them cause it's so cheese.])

[X] you watch sports on TV (any little girl who had a daddy most likely would sit and watch sports with him when they were little just to be with him...if it wasn't daddy, it was mostly likely the father-figure in their life that they did that with [again there are exceptions to the rules.])

[x] gory movies are cool (Every rule has an exception...that said, there will be some guys who cannot stand the sight of blood/bodily fluids and will become sick or something at the mere sight of it. That being said there will be some gals who do not suffer that, and infact will seek out these movies for thrills. And vice versa.)

[x] you used to go to your dad for advice (depending on the situation, a smart girl might go to daddy for advice on why a little boy *insert random serionao* to which a daddy would A] deflect to mommy, cause she's the smart one or B] man up and give the damm advice to help his little baby girl. If he does too much of option A, of course a little girl wouldn't go to daddy, he's just gonna say go to mommy anyway.)

[X] you have at least 1 trophy of a sport (Any cheerleader is going to say that cheerleading is a fucking sport. Tennis also. Softball will aslo fall in that cadeorgy....)

[X] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh ( me the show seemed catered to boys, with the chicks having big boobs, always falling for the "bad boy" or the "nerdy guy" and such, and I don't feel that the girls were good role models anyways. but that is just me. [I did play the game boy game for it was a stupid game, but it filled time.])

[x] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear (yes they are, they keep you warm. It's the same as hoodies. Go look at the first entry.)

[x] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people (What? Men [most likely bachelors] are known to have random strangers at their house, some they might know, some were brought by mutual's called parties...women have these also. and sometimes the guests are too drunk to drive home, and will stay the night, sometimes to the knowledge of the host, sometimes not.)

[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors (silver is the color of some jewerly, which women love. Red - Rubies, Green - Emeralds and Blue - Saphires and the color black is usually a filler color in rings and other jewerly. That is of course following the stero type. Alot of women like red and blue. this color thing is one of the dumbest things on this list.)

[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think (What the hell does this have to do with being 'boyish'? Girls just don't know that they are going crazy. And they usually just blame it on "periods" or other harmonal things. they usually don't care either way and just do it. I've seen it. A prime example would be the "Bad Girls Club".)

[x] sports are fun (Go look at the Sports Trophie one. And to add more: Figure Skating and Gymnastics, yes men are in these things too, but woman can say that sports are fun if they like doing it.)

[x] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth (who doesn't at some point.)

[X] you sleep at night with your socks on (Again what the hell does this have to do with being "boyish"? If it is going to keep the feet warm, anyone is going wear socks or other such thigns at night.)

[ ] you have fished at least once (...I read that as 'finished' and dirty thoughts came fourth...weird...anyway. There are women who like to fish too. I have not though...I know I live in AK, and I haven't fished! WTH!! Along with sexytimes and getting piss drunk, it's the only thing to do! [that's legal...*wink*] anyway.)


[x] you like to shop (fill any store with your favourit things and you'll like to shop too.)

[] you wear eyeliner (...if guys don't like that then why is there "Guyliner"?....Hmmm....HMMMMMMMMMM....[i'm not into makeup so no.])

[] you wear the color pink (....Guys have taken over pink shirts...just to prove that they are man enough...n' shit. [i don't like the color pink so I won't wear one on pourpose])

[X] you go to your mom for advice. (I will for money advice and such. She's so good with money.)

[X] you consider cheerleading a sport (Any cheerleader will tell you that, even the guy cheerleaders will tell you that, the physical stress that they have to go through and the coordnation they need. And the men in figure skating, and gymnastics too.)

[ ] you hate wearing all black (Who ever made this is some kind of special stupid...the "little black dress". Ring any bells, also, black goes with any color, so it's kinda good fashion sense.)

[X] you like going to the mall (It's bad business to cater to only one gender. There are stores that men like in malls, what else are they gonna do when their girlfriends/moms/sisters/whatevers "drag" them there? [window shopping is fun.])

[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures (There are men out there who will do this to either get women, or to make sure that they at least look clean. [i am too scared of people messing with my toe-claws to do that...also I've heard horror stories about people getting fungus from those shops...])

[ ] you like wearing jewelery (Men also wear jewelery, those horrible chains with those giant emblems, rolix[sp?] watches, cuff links, tie place holder things, earings and their class rings and wedding ring. Hello! They are some kind of special stupid. [I only really wear my lip ring, other jewelry kinda irritates me...])

[Never watched it...] you cried watching The Notebook (Grown men who have faught in war, who have been through this or who can relate to it have cryed...Has nothing to do with your MOTHERFUCKING GENDER, but everything to do with how you can relate to it. I know one man who cryed during the movie, and he is what you would call a "manly man", and he did so because he knows people who have gone though it, and he's human enough to understand the pain that they went through. Not all men are emotionless robots, most of them aren't and don't want to be, but it's seen as "weak" or "gay" or "girly" to have such emotions. It's really fucked up. And it's shit like this that makes it fucked up. Congradulations, you fuck up men thinking things like this. [I never watched it, but I've heard what it's about.])

[ ] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe (Kilts. It's the mans skirt. So try telling a Scot *Scottish person* that he's girly for wearin a "skirt" I'm pretty sure he'll either beat you up, display his manly-ness by lifting a whole tree, or lift said "skirt" showing you how it is traditionally worn.)

[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies (only super rich people and sociallights [or whatever they're called] will call shopping a 'hobby'. give anyone enough money, man or woman, and they will shop till they drop.)

[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars (Tell that to a Sart Treck lover and they would agree with you 10658160485016846%...Some Treckies fucking hate Star Wars. [I like them enough.])

[ ] you are/were in gymnastics (What the hell does this have to do with being 'girly'? There have been men who are/were in gymnastics. Soooo you just proved yourself to be some special kind of stupid.)

[/] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed (There are plenty of men who take FOR FUCKING EVER to get ready. With all the hair gel and shaving and picking out the right Tag body spray/Axe spray to use, it is going to take some time. [I can take an hour or longer to get ready, or it can take 5 mins, depending on how in a hurry I am in.])

[X] you smile a lot more than you should (How the fuck does this make someone 'girly'???? Looooooook at Paulie D, there is always a HUGE FUCKING GRIN plastered upon his oddly shaped face! Some guys just natrually grin that much. [For some reason smiling is in my muscle memory, and I do smile too much....I can smile so much that my face gets cramps! How fucking weird is that?!])

[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes (Again. Paulie FUCKING D. He had his shoes on display in the house for everyone to see. It was like 30 pairs of shoes. [Anyway, I've lost count of how many shoes I have, mostly because I've lost most of them...I'm just too lazy to find them...])

[ ] you care about what you look like majority of the time (Men care about their appearance just as much as women do. It just doesn't seem that way. If a man looks too scruffy and grubby, woman aren't gonna go for him...[Only when I'm at work, no make up or fancy clothes, just look good to keep my job.])

[ ] you like wearing dresses (Not all woman like wearing dresses. Some feel like that dresses don't fit them right and won't wear them. Some men do like to wear dresses though. Not all men who wear dresses are gay. Just sayin...[I don't like dresses, but there is one that I absloutly LOVE.])

[X] you like wearing body spray/deodorant (What is Tag Body spray or Axe or Old Spice? Oh yeah, that is body spray/deodorant that men will wear. You know, to smell good, and attract woman. Dumb fuck.[I wear deodorant so I don't stink up the place when I'm lifting heavy 24 can packs of beer.])

[X] you like high heel shoes (Some woman don't like wearing them cause they hurt their feet. Same as the dress one. [Guilty obession for me. It's the reason I have more than 10 pairs of shoes.])

[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid (This is the same as the "Hot Wheels" line in 'boyish' thing.)

[ ] you like putting makeup on others (In the show "Face Off" there are more men than woman. Proving this really stupid. [I don't even like to put makeup on myself, why would I want to put it on others. One has nothing to do with the other though...])

[ ] you like being the star of almost everything (I deem this invalid because men are almost always showboating and tring to be the center of attention. But I guess woman are just more quiet about it...or whatever. [I hate having attention put on me and I avoid doing things to get attention...])

TOTAL: 9 1/2


SSOOooooooooo according to this stupid ass survey I'm mostly 'boyish'. But I think I have proved that these actions are neither 'boyish' or 'girlish' rather 'humanish'. So suck on that socity.
  • Listening to: horrible cafe music...
A Meme by by :icondisneyclassicfan97:
Found here:

I decided to do it as a journal, cause I'm lazy that way...ON WITH IT!!


A greek God/Goddess: Uhhh....most likely Hera...I guess

A collector's item: Anything tiny and that I could collect myself :3

A gemstone: My birthstone the Peridot...(if that is a gemstone...)

A kind of music: Uhhhhhh.....probably something funky, and danceable, but soothing at the same time...maybe...

A flower: A Forgot-Me-Not, cause they are so tiny and cute!! X3

A plant: I.....I don't know...

A color: Something in the blue hue family...

A day of the week: Saturday, cause it's the middle of the days off and you can drink all you want with out worring about a hangover...

A month: August, cause I was born in that month, duh!

An animal: A cat who sometimes acts like a dog, or vise versa.

A movie: The Cat Returns, so that I could change into a cat! XD

A book: The managa series "Cresent Moon"… (no I don't know if you can read it from this web site, I just wanted to show ya'll that it real or whatever...)

A season: Fall cause it's my favourit.

A natural element (water, fire, air, ground): Water....cause I like water

A fabric: Something soft...

A gesture (ex.: wink): Wiggling.

Food: MEAT...cause I'm a T-Rex

A Direction (north south west east): East, cause no matter how I loook at it, I'm from the eastside...

A city: Anchorage, Alaska. Just cause

A word: Cunt, so nobody uses me since they all hate that word...and I like it.

A part of the body: Lower half of the body (ie, butt, legs, feet) cause they are so damm sexy.

A sin: A combination of Wrath, Lust and Gluttony.

An instrument (music): Bass, since my dad thinks I would like to play it (and the drums)

An emotion: Nerd Rage!

A shop (name it or write the kind of shop ex: pet store): Holiday Gas Stations, or anyother gas station.

A car: A big fucking truck

A garment: Pants

A perfume: Something slutty.

An artwork: Anything sketchy, or practice related.

A Mythological creature: Warewolf, cause they're baddasssssssss.

A weather effect: That crazy time when is bright sunny as fuck and it's also raining.

A place (wood, beach, mountain, hill...): Ancient ruins of any kind.

A cartoon/fantasy character: My own oc, cause it works better that way.

A festivity: Halloween

A drink: RockStar Punch Enegry Drink

A science: Psychology

A jewel: Saphire.
  • Listening to: horrible cafe music...
Ok, one, I was tired of looking at my sorta depressing journal entry, so I wanted to change it. And two, I have a tummy ache...which has nothing to do with this, I just felt like putting that out there...

ANYWAY, stole these questions from :icondanerboots:'s journal, why? If you're askin' that, then re-read the begening of this journal. ON WITH THE QUESTIONS!!

1.What color are your eyes?
Brown if you really want to know...I have rocked the blue, and rocked it well...was very expensive though...

2. Ninjas or Pirates?
How about a ninja whos dream is to be a pirate someday...

3. What do you like to collect?
Alot of weird shit...I like little tiny things or odd things...just depends on how I'm feeling.

4.What is your favorite tv show?
Ummmmm....alot of different shows, but right now it's Moral Oral, Law & Order: SVU and Robot Chicken.

5.What is your favorite food?
At the moment it's Chinese food and Spam. I really want a cookie right now though...

6. Do you sleep naked or fully clothed?
TMI for sure, but if you really want to know, only with panties on. If I'm with my husband, then it's naked.

7.Would you rock an Afro?
It wouldn't be pretty though...I think...But yeah, I would, if I had the time to take care of it.

8. Do you own an Ipod?
I USED to...until the carnies stole it... >:\

9.Real or fictional.What place would you like to visit?

10. Did a friend get you into DeviantArt or did you find it yourself?
Honestly, I can't remember...

11. Want to go on a picnic with me?
Quite possibly, but not at this time of fucking cold outside!

There WERE rules that went along with these questions...but since this was on a whim, I'm not gonna follow them ;P
  • Listening to: my future iPod Nano...hopefully...
Here to give some updates and such.

I got married on the 22 of September. 'Twaz awesome. Then shortly after that, my hubsand had to go into AMYA (look it up if so interested), so I won't be able to actually see him for at least 5 months ;^; It sucks and I've been really depressed lately :( And I can't even change my last name until he gets out, since he had to tell his dad that we were gonna wait until he gets out of AMYA to get married so that he could come down and be apart of it, I also ended up telling my mom that also since she had planned her vacation on that day...If you didn't notice, this marriage was kinda last minute...I wanted to be able to at least see him while he was at AMYA, and since they conisder a fiance just another girlfriend, we needed to get married. It was bound to happen anyway, and why wait till later to do it.

On another note, I'm gonna be buying a HP touch pad from a friend of mine, so I might be able to post more art up (omg I say that so much, but it never happens DX) BUT it is exciting for me! I was thinking bout getting a iPad, and she told me that she would sell me her HP pad for about $350. It's a bonus for me because I could use a stylus pen for it instead of exculsively my fingers (don't tell me that I could buy a pen for the iPad, because I really don't give a fuck, that just means more money, and it's probably super expensive since apple works that way...). Which would mean that I could draw on it, and not need a scanner to post up the art. Awesome! (it also leaves more money for me to buy a new iPod for my self since my other one got stolen by carnies...)

Umm I have to go, don't know what else to say anyways, so bye for now =D
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[] You have your own room. (shares with my fiance)
[x] You own a cell phone.
[] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman (it got stol'd D: )
[] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family
[ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You dress the way you want to.
[] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.(No internet)
[x] You have never been beaten up
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[] Your room is big enough for you.
[] People don't use you for something you have
[x] You have been to the movies
T 0 T A L: 8

[] You have over 500 friends on Facebook.
[x] You have pictures on Facebook.
[x] Your parents let you have a Facebook.
[] You get allowance/loan.
[] You collect something normal.
[] You look forward to going to college.
[] You don't wish you were someone else
[] You play a sport.
[] You want to do something after school/college
T 0 T A L: 10

[x] You own a car/truck.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parent
[] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life
[x] You have friends.
[] You've never had a detention.
T O T A L: 13

[] You know what is going on in the world
[] You are happy with your life
[] You usually aren't sick
[] You know more than one language
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[] You don't have any enemies
T O T A L: 16

Total over all: 16

times it by 3.


101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F
repost saying "I got a _ in life"
and tag someone

  • Listening to: Random things going on outside my window
  • Eating: hungry.......
I'm bored and really should get to sleep seeing as I have work tomarrow |D~~

1~ I am a very negative person. But it's mainly toward myself. I have many self-inflicted emotional wounds |D more than most would know or even have nightmares of...

2~ I love almost all animals except for bugs, birds and fish. Bugs scare me, I think birds are stupid and I find fish very boring.

3~ I have a habit of trying to make a pattern out of anything I see

4~ I see txt speek/internet memes/emote faces everywhere I look.

5~ I have alot of pent up rage that I srsly need to find a physical relese for or I might regret it.

6~ I am very dirty minded, and I love it. I can turn most anything someone says into something sexual...

7~ I hate the sun. With a passion. But I love to take a nap in it like a cat would...

8~ I am reeeeally hungry right now, but my microwave is infested with bugs and I am WAAY too lazy to get the oven going right now...

9~ I hate being on the phone. Simply because I have nothing to say. I like to sit and listen to people talk and watch their faces as they do such.

10~ Doing this was harder than I had origionaly thought...:/

11~ BONUS!! When I talk or read anything, I have a habit of taking words out or replacing them with something similiar but simpler to help others understand it better.

As for the ppl I'm going to tag, go ahead and do it if you'd like but I would definatly like to see these chosen few to do it (when they had the time of course! :)):


:T mmrph, it's 5:50am ova off work round 1:25am soooo I should really get going....Bai!! lovez ya!! :D
  • Listening to: my fiance playing Fallout:: New Vegas
  • Eating: Chocolate w/almond and toffee bits
Ok, so I was able to get my scanner from my dads place and bring it home, so I will be able to submit more work more often...if I can get internet.

Also i got a job. As a bootlegger (as my grandma so gracefully put it. she really did, she was all like, "oh, so now you're a bootlegger now like your grandpa...only you're legal!) I'm really a cashier at a liquor store. But bootlegger sounds more epic...(at least I think)

.........and I don't remember what else I was gonna put.......So I'll leave it at this...:P
  • Listening to: my fiance playing Fallout:: New Vegas
  • Eating: Chocolate w/almond and toffee bits
Stolen from~~:iconchellie093:


OOoookkaaaayyyyyyyyy then....don't say I didn't warn ya!!

~off ya go now, enjoy!! ~~:heart:


1.What's your favorite movie of all time and why?
:iconwthplz: r u srs?! my father made me watch so many movies I don't even know wat the h i watched...

2.What was the best movie you saw last year and why?
C # 1

3.Who's your favorite director and why?
err, idk...

4.Do you like black and white movies? Why or why not?
they're ok

5.Do you read movie reviews? If so, which reviewers do you enjoy? If not, why?
:iconverynotimpressedplz: my dad IS a movie review...even if I *DIDN"T* want to know...

6.What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? Do you like horror movies? Why or why not?
:iconikilleditplz: I love scarry movies!!

7.Who's your favorite actor and why?

8.Do you cry at movies? If so, which movies make you cry?
:iconblankstareplz: i don't cry.

9.What's the funniest movie you've ever seen?
seen lots, don't kno...

10.Would you rather see a movie at the theater or at home on DVD? Why?
...does it matter as long as i see it??


1.What's your favorite tv show of all time and why?
The origional CSI!! Grissom....

2.How many hours a week do you spend watching tv?
I don't watch that much no more...

3.What's your favorite tv station and why?
I has teh many...

4.What was your favorite tv show when you were growing up?
sum stuff that may have been on toonami...

5.Who's your favorite actor on television and why?
The guy who played Grissom

6.Would you rather watch a sitcom, a reality show, a police drama, a legal drama, or a medical drama? Or something else? Why?
Legal/police/real stuff.

7.Has a television show ever moved you to tears? If yes, which one and when?
YES....that one ep of Fullmetal Alchemist...cried my eyes out...

8.Do you watch the news on tv? How often?
meh sometimes.

9.Have you ever been on tv?
i don't kno...

10.If you were a character on a tv show, which one would you be?
:iconikilleditplz:<--that one or :iconfreakedplz:<--that one.


1.Has reading a book ever changed your life? Which one and why, if yes?

2.Do you prefer to read fiction or nonfiction? Explain your choice.
I read whatever interestes me

3.If you could be a character in any novel you've ever read, who would you be and why?
I'd be a random character in any of the twilight books (espically the 2nd one) and kick bellas and edwards asses for being retards!!:iconfrageplz: that 2nd book really pissed me off...

4.Has reading a book ever made you cry? Which one and why?
err, idk maybe...

5.How many books do you read each year?
I haven't had time to read books...

6.Have you ever written (or started to write) a book?
tried, was epically retarded...

7.Name one book you had to read but hated, and explain why you hated it.
I never had to read anything....but i tried to read "A Child Called 'It'" it was a true story about child abuse, I :iconfrageplz:'d about half way through it, and couldn't continue...

8.If someone wrote a book about your life, what would they title it?
:iconwthplz: waaaa....I wouldn't let them!!

9.If you could pick a book you've read to make into a movie, which one would you choose?
:iconimrlynotimpressedplz: books never translate well into movie form...

10.What was your favorite book as a child and why?
as a child...idk...



1.Have you ever been involved in a threesome? Would you consider doing so in the future?
:iconwormhappy40plz: no and no....(maybe if it were 2 guyz...which ain't gonna happen...)

2.At what age did you lose your virginity? srs...

3.What's your favorite sexual position?
doggie...lets him hit it harder...:iconkikuplz:

4.What's your favorite foreplay activity?
kissing, cuddling, sissy stuff like that...

5.Have you ever faked an orgasm?
:iconimhappyplz: wouldn't you like to know...(lol, i know you really don't want to...X^P)

6.Have you ever had a one night stand?
no, been with only 1 person!

7.Which 3 celebrities would you most like to have sex with?
Jamie Madrox, ABK and Blaze Ya Dead Homie.

8.What's the kinkiest kind of sex you've ever had?
:iconimthinkingplz: err idk...

9.Do you own any sexy underwear? How often do you wear it?
yea some, when I need to wear undies...

10.How often do you have sex each week?
whenever i want.



1.What would you do if you had a million dollars?
prolly help my dad outta debt, then get a house or somethin...

2.Are you a spender or a saver?

3.How much money do you save on a regular basis?
HA haven't been able to save for a while now..

4.Do you have a personal written budget?
i've tried but they always fail

5.When you go to a meal dutch, would you prefer to itemize the receipt or just split it in half?
waaaat?? prolly half it.

6.When you're on a date, do you think the man should pay or not?
As long as it gets paid do it relly matter?

7.What's the most expensive gift you've ever given someone?
An my dad...

8.What's the most expensive gift you've ever received from someone?

9.If someone offered you a million dollars for a night of sex, would you do it? Would it matter if the person were good looking or not?
I don't think my fiance would like that....but maybe...only if there was protection. and no the looks don't matter.

10.Do you invest in the stock market? What kind of investing strategy do you use if you do?
too complicated.


1.What's your favorite kind of music?
whatever my ears like...

2.Who's your favorite singer or band?
ICP, Twiztid, ABK, Blaze Ya Dead Homie, Dark Lotus n stuff

3.What's your favorite album?
err, too many to list

4.What's your favorite song?
hmmmm too many to list...

5.Do you like to sing karaoke?
:iconidislikeitplz: nnoooooooooooooooooooooooo.

6.Are you a good dancer?
:iconihateitplz: NO....

7.Do you like musicals? (movies or theater)
eh, they ok.

8.Has a song ever made you cry?
Yes. (cant think of the name rite now...)

9.If your life was a song, what would the title be?
Chocolate Rain! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL I SO JK, I JK!!!!!! Idk what it would be.

10.If you could be a particular singer or musician, who would you be?
not sure, but I'd prolly be a bassest(or whatev) or dad thinks i would enjoy them...


1.What was your favorite game to play as a child?
Any Crash Bandicoot or Spyro

2.Do you play video games now?
:iconiloveitplz: FUCK YES!!!

3.What's your favorite gambling game?
:iconnotimpressedplz: i don't gamble...

4.Do you prefer card games or board games?
i like both equally.

5.Do you ever play drinking games?
:iconmadlynotimpressedplz: I. DON'T. DRINK.

6.Are you good at Chess?
nnooooo, stradgey is not my thing....

7.Have you ever played Dungeons & Dragons? Did you like it
8< nope.

8.Do you ever play solitaire when you're bored?
yea on the computer.

9.Are you good at Trivial Pursuit?
my dad is....i'm not.

10.Have you ever been on a game show? Which one?


1.Would you rather be rich or healthy?
If i was rich i could make myself healthy.

2.Would you rather be good looking or rich?
If im rich, i'm good looking. Money makes things look pretty....

3.Do you believe in the death penalty? Why or why not?
I believe it should be used for pedofucks and other sexual offenders...they usually repeat the offences once they get out...

4.Have you seen Sophie's Choice, and if so, do you think she made the right choice or the wrong choice?
wats that??

5.Would you like to know the day you're going to die ahead of time? Why or why not?
Ehh, why not, that way I could plann ahead.

6.Would you rather have super strength or super intelligence?
supa smart!!

7.Would you rather have the power to be invisible or the power to read minds?
Mind reading, Makes it easier to mind fuck you!!! MWAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAH!!!!!:iconimhappyraveplz:

8.Would you rather spend the rest of your life without a significant other, or would you rather have a partner who is extremely difficult?
my partner IS extremely diffcult...

9.Would you rather spend life in prison or be executed?
depends on what i did...

10.Should marijuana be legalized? Why or why not?
I don't care either way...


It was fun, again most of it was TMI, but it was fun none the less...ya can do it if ya want(go on u kno u want to!!)....It's 4:25am ova here, so i betta get ta bed!! tata lovies!! ~:heart:

  • Listening to: my fiance playing Fallout:: New Vegas
  • Eating: Chocolate w/almond and toffee bits
Hello all!! There is a colab piece done by :iconblackwinterrosethorn: and I!!

It can be found here: Sit Still Dammit

I love the way she colored it, It looks AWESOME!!!! XD So go check it out, and her gallery!! It's all awesome!

and aparently my journal is broke or something cause it won't let me change the stats part of it...I am NOT eating chocolate w/almond and toffee bits, though I wish I was. I am actually eating chilli with spam and polish sasuage bits in it...yum. and before that I had cherrios....strange eating habbits I know...:P
  • Listening to: my fiance playing Fallout:: New Vegas
  • Eating: Chocolate w/almond and toffee bits

And other stuff................:iconicameplz:
  • Listening to: my fiance playing Fallout:: New Vegas
  • Eating: Chocolate w/almond and toffee bits
Hello all! I'm not quite dead yet, I just haven't had any internet connection here at my new sux!

Any way, here are some things that are happinin' on my end:

1. I'm getting married...sometime next year...(i'm hoppin halloween!)
2. I have my own place(actually a room in a place...) with my fiance
3. I has no job...BUT i'm hopeing for this one oppourtunity to come through....(only cause i'm runnin outta money! TT^TT)
4. Freaking out bout money canuse my honey likes to spend like we have some...
5. Trippin out cause i cant handle lifes curve and fast balls it CONSTANTLY sends out...
6. I burned myself today (I'm fine its really tiny and just stings a lot…)
7. My laptop is acting like an @$$HOLE and keeps TURNING ITSELF OFF!!! :rage:#$%$%*(^*#!@#%$^(*)(*)(#@#!# I'm on the verge of throwing it and just destroying it...

Yea basiclly stress and depression all round...Gettin through it tho...Ugg, I'll get through, I always do...just hate doin it all the time.

Yea...catch ya on the flip side i guess...
  • Listening to: My iTouch on shuffle!
  • Eating: Dark chocolate dove candy
1. Turn on the music player with the shuffle activated (All tracks).
2. For each question, Go to the next song (aleatory) to know the answer.
4. Tag all the friends you think this game should like them.

*I put the songs up like this:
'*song name*' - *artist name*, *album/cd name* (my comentary)

'Simple and Clean Japanese Ending' - Kingdom Hearts (...lolwut!)

'Avaice' - Disturbed, 10 Thousand Fists (...waaaat?! what is that?!)

'Super Balls' - Insane Clown Posse, Tunnel of Love (OMGWTF! D8)

'Don't Stop the Music' - Rihanna, Good Girl Gone Bad (Reloaded) (...wat? I take my music very srsly!)

'Foodang' - ABK(Anybody Killa), Hatchet Warrior (aww, srsly? :( that's not a good thing...)

'Yours Begins Tonight' - Insane Clown Posse, Forgotten Freshness Vol. 4 (...ummmm ok....)

'Intro' - Insane Clown Posse, Forgotten Freshness Vol. 4 (.....>>...)

'Watch My Ride" - Insane Clown Posse, The Tempest (hey now, that's not right...)

'Empty' - Twiztid, Freek Show (-_-;;....uuuummmmmm no.)

'Intro' - Twiztid, Freek Show (...maybe...u'd need to hear it...)

'The Raven's Mirror' - ICP, The Wraith: Shangri-La (HA lol, YES!!!)

'Hello Goodbye' - The Beatles (...o_O....ooookay...)

'Vera Lee' - ICP, Bang! Pow! Boom! (D8 o, god no!! not good!)

'Off the Chain' - Twiztid, Man's Myth Vol.1 (XD o god, that would be weird! i'm sure my fiance would protest!!)

'Ten Thousand Fists' - Disturbed, Ten Thousand Fists (....*pumps fist in the air* I should play that at my furneral! :P)

'24' - ICP, Hell's Pit (...Killin ppl 24/7...I could...)

'Figure.09' - Linkin Park, Meteora (...err...)

'Cold' - ?, ? (err, not really...)

'Alley Rat' - ICP, The Tempest (...i was told murder...)

'Unhappy Song' - *something japanese*, Trigun Spicy Stewed Donut (wtf, it's an nothing?)

'Trash Witro' - Twiztid, Cryptic Collection 3 (well the song does...)

'All Of The Above' - Twiztid, W.I.C.K.E.D. (well, not really, but it is sad...)

'Mope' - The Bloodhound Gang, Hooray For Boobies (...almost sounds like 'nope' ya?...too bad i AM getting married May 2011...)

'Let It Go' - Violent J, The Shining (...I guess that's a no...)

'With The Lotus' - Dark Lotus, Black Rain (well, whatever I *did* change, it would be with the lotus...)

'Ninja' - ICP, Tunnel of Love ( ironic...)

'Trapped Inside' - Dark Lotus, The Opaque Brotherhood (hmmm, how very poetic...)
  • Listening to: My iTouch on shuffle!
  • Eating: Dark chocolate dove candy
OMG, I :heart: CORN!!

Ok, that aside...(the world NEEDED TO KNOW!) I was wondering if anyone would like to assist me in a creation of mine...I want to make a CarmelDansen...thingy...BUUUUUUUUT, I don't have the right programs to do so. I have MOST of the pics done, it's just a matter of meshing them together to make the said deviation and posting it up. Of course you will get (can't think of the word) What I will call royalties, I will say that it wouldn't have been up without your help, link to you, or whatever you want me to link to, I'm not a selfish boych...(depending on who you ask...)

I just really want this up! As soon as I find and finish and scann the said pics up I could get it to you lickety splity! Just note me or comment me or something, and we'll work something out!